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[28 Jul 2004|11:09pm] |
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Wow, I havn't been on Live Journal in forever. Lets see if I can sum it up for you all. Things have been so hard for me these past few months. Fortunatly I'm still all here, but only because of one person. He is my world. I'm enjoying my summer as much as possibly can . Lots of parties, beachin it up, and yes work work work!!! Car insurance sucks dude, but I have a nice ride, special thanks to my rents. Keepin busy I suppose, dreading the new school year, I'm too lazy right now to think about school. Whatever enough of that catching up.
WHERES THE WARM WEATHER!!!!!????
I miss everyone!
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| and you still came back for me.... |
[06 Jun 2004|11:50am] |
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i am: wondering what hes thinking
i want: to go tanning today
i have: a pretty intense headache
i wish: summer would come so I could be with him
i hate: everything I hvae to put up with
i miss: ...my dad
i fear: being alone
i hear: yellowcard
i search: for something to do my chem prject on... : (
i wonder: if things will be this way forever
i love: bret castillo<33
i am not: a boring person
i dance: when needed ?
i sing: all the time
i am not always: nice
i write: too much
i confuse: the ppl who dont understand me
i need: to be loved
i should: do my hair and get to work
my father thinks i am: a worthless piece of shit...
my mother thinks i am: irresponsible (how stupid...)
my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: fat.....haha jk
three things you are often complimented for: uhh 1. eyes 2. shoes 3. clothes
you get embarrassed when: my mom is around with her friends
what makes you happy: being with him
what upsets you: when my dad decides to call randomly
do you like to cook: NO!! I cANT@!
do you set your clock a few minutes ahead: mommy's my clock
do you bite your fingernails: nope
what is your most overused phrase: "wow"
what is your best feature: I like my...eyes
do you take a shower everyday: most of the time
do you think you know you've been in love: of course...its the best feeling ever
do you want to get married: yupp
do you have any tattoos/where?:nope...this summer
do you have piercings/where?: yup...ears + belly button
do you get motion sickness: not really
do you get along with your parents: mom...sometimes...dad NO!!!
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Anyways...so I havnt updated in like forever! I know you LJ ppl missed me oh so much. Well theres only like a week of schoo left and Im so excited I cant wait until the summer time. I'm going to see two awesome bands pretty soon. (311) and (INCUBUS) it should be fuckin awesome! ummm...proms next weekend I'm pretty excited. Wildwood is going to be awesome!!! The best part is I get to go with *you* I love you so much!!!well I guess thats it for now I'll post pictures or soemthing of next weekend sometime next week if I get a chance. Buh bye!!
"you are my only one" <3
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| There is no choice, I belong to your life... |
[09 May 2004|04:55pm] |
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I have returned!!!...I know you all missed me. Just been busy busy busy. Well it looks like I left off before prom so heres some pictures from that oh so crazy night haha..
( Prom, Prom, and more Prom )
It was pretty intense. But thanks to you hun, because it wouldn't have been perfect without you..
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| yes...I...will....update......someday! |
[14 Apr 2004|08:06pm] |
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Oh look whos updating!! Hell yea. Busy Busy Busy...having no life at all? Wtf? I feel like shit. It's so nasty outside. I have a paper to wrote along with some homework. And I STILL feel like shit! ..::weeps softly in a corner::.. Theres so much to do. Prom is coming up. Should be alright I guess. Lets just pray I fit into my dress in time!!!! ahh! okay well I love you all I'm wiped from Practice but I will tend to you minions a little later.. chow
"I am a butterfly and you wouldn't let me die..."
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| Its a warm summer breeze it's a weakness in your knees... |
[09 Apr 2004|10:35am] |
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Okay so heres the scoop. Yesterdays game was horrifying. I can't believe we played the way we did. But I guess the bus ride made the day. I love me Lax lovers. Killer!! Fitz what are you!!! lol.
On wed. we all went to Naya's for a little pre-game chow down I should say lol.
A few good memories lol.
((Dedicated))
"I'm directing a scene that has you and me forever well I'm so in love with you...."
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| Who wears short shorts?...Fancy Pants? |
[05 Apr 2004|11:40am] |
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Don't you love it when I go camera happy!! haha. Yea I know you do.
Today is the first day of my wonderful Spring Break...plans?...I think not haha. No Lacrosse today which is awesome. Hopefully I'll get to hit up the mall this week. Well we won our game on Saturday 6-0. I thought the game sucked but whatever, we walked away with a win which is always nice...</p>
This is dedicated to all my Lacrosse lovers who swooned over "Fancy Pants" lol ily Naya!
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| The sunset stretched across this night time scene.. |
[03 Apr 2004|09:18am] |
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Well here I am again. I know everyone missed me. Busy with work and Lacrosse..you know how it goes..Things are awesome, a little boring but awesome. I miss all of my friends but hey May's coming around soon. Anyways..I have a game today in Philipburg which kinda sucks. It's so damn far away!! well wish me luck I have to get ready. I'll update pictures later on tonight. Buhbye!! xoxo
" Forgive my hesitation, but I'm learning to trust in you..."
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[29 Mar 2004|05:11pm] |
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Hello Everyone!!! Here I'm bored so I stole this from my lover Kim! hehe!
i [ _____ ] Amy.
Amy is [ _____ ] .
if i were alone in a room with Amy i would [ _____ ].
i think Amy should [ _____ ].
Amy needs [ _____ ].
i want to [ _____ ] Amy.
Amy can [ _____ ] my [ _____ ].
someday Amy will [ _____ ].
Amy reminds me of [ _____ ].
without Amy [ _____ ].
best thing about Amy is [ _____ ].
i am [ _____ ] Amy.
Have Fun!!!! haha
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| Hey thanks bud! lol.. |
[28 Mar 2004|09:25pm] |
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"I'm a Big Asshole..."
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| Today is certainement disaster. |
[28 Mar 2004|01:13pm] |
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"He can tell a fairytale it's happily ever after. Just relax in greener grass will grow here for a change...Its a warm summer breeze it's a weakness in your knees. it's perfect place above full of everlasting love...ever high never fall, you can do no wrong at all. In this heaven up above filled with everlasting love.."
Whats up people?..Yea I havn't updated a real entry in forever. I have absolutely no life though, It sucks. I miss hanging out with everyone. But once May comes around things will be back to normal. This is my life:
Mon: Lax & Bells Tues: Lax & work Wed: Lax Thurs: Lax & work Fri: Lax & work Sat: Lax & work Sun: NO LAX!!! but work. lol
No much of a life huh. Well anyways. I guess things are going okay. Nothing really new. I'm dying for summer to come. I miss the Beach!!!.....you know what else I miss. Washing cars. You know when your parents ask you to wash their car.lol. It's so much fun. even by yourself lol.haha. License in two months..I'm so freakin excited. Well....today is Sunday..which means I have work.lol. Gotta go get ready..
" I'm a Little Shit.. " 'candice lol
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| I have no life..... |
[27 Mar 2004|01:40pm] |
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KNIGHTS on 3 ready 1, 2, 3, KNIGHTS!.....Yes girls....that has to go! Think of a new cheer and get back to me! Mwah!
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Okay people Old Bridge Lacrosse won!!!! GO KNIGHTS!!! I scored!! Whoo Hoo! Because I'm cool like that. (does the running man haha!!!) <~~definantly joking!ahh.
We were meant to live for so much more
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| Je vous cache |
[21 Mar 2004|09:24pm] |
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I Don't feel well at all.. what a horrible day at work.. I felt soo sick almost the whole time I was there. I still feel a little shitty but hey whatever suck it up right?..Anyways! I fucking worked this whole weekend. Thats bullshit. I have no social life! My life now revolves around Lacrosse and Work and that sucks. Nothing is right anymore. ..(sigh)...Things could be better. But there not as bad as I think. What am I doing....
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| Stolen from Jess cuz I'm BORED! |
[21 Mar 2004|12:23am] |
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[name] Amy
[age] pretty much illegal.. :p
[birth date] June 26
[sign] Cancer
[eyes] Green
[hair] Blondie
[home] Old Bridge
[grade] Junior
[school] OBHS
[clothing style] Must Fit!!!!
[pets] Doggy
*favorites*
[band] MAE & Guster
[music genre] All kinds
[color crayon] pacific blue
[juice flavor] Pineapple
[cereal] Life!!!
[jolly rancher flavor] Watermelon
[color m & m] Green
[kind of cookie] Milano Mints!
[hangout] Is that a question?
[day] Saturday
[month] May/October
[season] Spring/Fall
[shoes]My lovely UGGS that NEVER come off!! lol
[restaurants] Ruby Tuesdays & Houlihans
[cars] Cabrio/Jetta/Explorer
[star wars character] Princess Leia
[simpsons character] Willy
[kitchen appliance] Blender
[color of lava lamp] Purple/Blue
[person to talk to online] MY friends...
[person to talk to on the phone] uh oh
[memories] I wish I could wipe soem away.
*this or that*
[boxers or briefs?] boxers
[plaid or striped?] Plaid
[star trek or star wars?] Star Wars
[alt or rap?] alt
[ska or punk?] ska
[classical or country?] classical
[salt or pepper?] pepper
[coke or pepsi?] neither
[dr. pepper or mr. pibb?] no soda for me
[sprite or 7-up?] neither
[skittles-original, tropical, or wildberry?] tropical
[m & m's-regular, peanut, peanut-butter, or almond?] Regular
[v-8 or hi-C?] V-8
[ken or barbie?] barbie!!
[bleh or blah?] blah
[okay, ok, or o.k.?] okay
[shake or stir?] Stir
[bright colors or dark colors] depends on my mood
[snap,crackle, or pop?] Snap
[half-empty or half-full] half full
[sunshine or rain?] SUNSHINE!!@#$
[sun or moon?] Sun
[silver or gold?] silver
[frogs or toads?] frogs
*short answer*
[left handed or right handed?] right
[are you smart?] Yes Sir!
[whats your middle name?]Elizabeth
[how many personalities do you have?] :x
[how many piercings do you have?] 3
[tattoos?] Nope
[what was your first word?] Pretty & Baby
[are you superstitious?] eh I dont know
[do you read your horoscope?] alllllll the time
[do you believe in that stuff?] Sometimes
[can you do a cartwheel?] YES!!
[can you drive?] yes
[what do you drive?] Red Jeep Cherokee Blah!
[do you keep a journal?] live journal
[what languages do you know?] english and spanish
[do you like cotton candy?] not really
[do you like pina coladas?] Hell yea
[what do you sleep in?] nothing....
[how many pillows do you have?] six!
[how many cds do you have?] Too many
[how many times have you moved houses?] like 5 times
[is your room messy?] YES!
[do you like your handwriting?] No Freakin Capitals letter!!
[do you like to fingerpaint?] HAHA YES!
[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] YupYup Pooh Bear
[are you ticklish?] yes...shh
[did you go to preschool?] Nope...Too god damn smart
[are you a morning person?] Yep
*hard questions*
[would you rather burn to death or freeze to death?] Freeze
[would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000?] eh yea probaly..yea i know im gross
[if you had a band what would you name it?] Mayeb Amy lol good times!
[where do you want to live?] Paris, or Florida
[if you had to dye your hair what color would you make it?] brown
[if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be?] uhm...my inner ear
[if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be?] An angel
[if you were gonna be stuck on a deserted tropical island forever with one other person who would you want it to be?] Fuckine Raine Maida!!!OLP!
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[19 Mar 2004|12:19pm] |
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I know, I know!! I havn't written in awhile. Or at least it seems like it. Yea can we say drama....what a crazy week. Hopefully people will learn not to care. But then again it's high school.
Yup new color! Spring it right around the corner. Okay notice! Rt. 35 got ZERO inches of snow last night. But the rest of Old Bridge did? I guess Mother Nature decided to exclude me from her miraculous magic!! But hey I dont have to schovel!! Wow this is going to be a wondferful weekend ready..:
- Friday: work from 3-....oh so late
- Saturday: Lacrosse practice till 12, mall w/ my mommy, then work at night...
- Sunday: Candice<33, work till again..oh so late.
" ...I'm underwater...everything slows. These heavy hands and heavy hearts. I try and swim to the top to catch a breathe. But I"m weighed down with insecurities."
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| I'm the center of a attention in the walls inside my head. |
[15 Mar 2004|10:08pm] |
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I’ve given you everything I wish you knew
I did it for me
I didn’t do it for you
Hello people, I havn't really updated in awhile, but it's alright. Wow what a a freakin week. And its only monday!!WTF!@?? I'm going crazy, Candice you know what I mean!! grRr!!
I'm sick and tired of everything. When I'm nasty, I'm a bitch. But when shes nasty, shes just doing her job! I fucking hate parents. They suck so bad!
Why Can't I give things a chance before I decide over things. I have to stop over thinking. I analyze everything and it's not a very good thing to do. At this perspective things will NEVER get better. But then again there really not that bad anymore. I'm so confused and stressed. I'm young I don't need this! So I'm going to stop complaining and get on with my so called l.i.f.e.
I'm sorry for what I must put you through..
"So that's how I learned the lesson
That everyone's alone
And your eyes must do some raining
If you're ever gonna grow"
To you:
"But if the world could remain within a frame
Like a painting on a wall
Then I think we'd see the beauty then
We'd stand staring in awe"
To him:
"But I’m still sick with empathy because I was stood in his place
I spent a year quietly dying while he let go and ignored me
And I’m sure that there are reasons for everything that happens
And absence leads to adoration, yeah it’s nobody’s fault"
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| A letter written...but never sent. |
[08 Mar 2004|08:39pm] |
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Someday you will realize everything you lost, was really everything you've always wanted.
Someday I will realize that for what it was worth, maybe it wasn't worth anything at all.
you'll be missing me very soon. I promise you that..
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